Many years ago..There were many instances in my youth early on where boys would pay attention to me.. and pick on me…being racial to me..called me names that at first i did not understand and looked down on me…at first i thought that kids are just being mean being kids being boys; but i found out that This is because i reached puberty rather early i believe; i had my period when I was close to my 10th birthday or perhaps 9 because i remember i had braces on at the time; that summer i grew and developed quite a bit my chest have started to get bigger around this time I’m not sure what the size was to be honest at that time; but my mom had me started wearing a training bra at this age as she noticed my nipple was starting to get more tender and started to wear a training bra ; which i was very uncomfortable…which got me all self-conscious i remembered i kept touching it because it was irritating my skin and the tip of my nipple.. i think my girlfriends was kinda jealous; at school we would share our tits size in the gymnasium bathroom and i was the most developed…we giggled and touch each other; suddenly i felt something tingling when the girls did that; one time while we were the bathroom checking each other body parts. A few boys noticed us giggling and rush in the bathroom; most of us yelled and screamed and ran out; stupid me was not able to put my top on; one of the boys grabbed my top and start sniffing it; while the others was gawking and staring at my topless body ;..i tried to cover myself as much as i did but the boys didn’t relent. at that time. The boys refused to give me my top back and i nearly cried; they said they’d return my top if i promised to meet them behind the football field after school. I agreed so they finally gave me my top back.. And i was embarrassed and ran back to class.. I was distracted in class because i kept thinking about what the boys had seen me topless with my pear-shaped breast exposed to them..somehow I enjoyed seeing the boys gushed over seeing me topless.
My girlfriends asked me what had happened; and i said nothing about promised to meet the boys behind the football field.. The girls apologized for bailing on me when the boys rushed the bathroom; we were afraid to tell anyone for fear of repercussions for being in the bathroom; so, we kept quiet and never told anyone. Soon the school bell rang; on my way out of class i saw couple of the boys were standing outside of class as if monitoring to see if i was going to keep my promise. I told them im going to miss my bus if i was going to meet the boys behind the football field; they said don’t worry; Drew one of the older boys who’s also is the captain of the football team, will drive me home…as he has his own car.. i go ok; then followed the 2 to the back of the school. Other students saw that i was tagging along with the boyz started to talk amongst them; not sure what was being discussed.. Then 1 of the boy put his arm across my shoulder and embraces me as if afraid i may run away.. I felt a little uncomfortable but did not fight it off..his advances; as he sees that i allowed his advances; as we are walking his hands maneuvered toward my chest area.. i continue to allow his advances; soon we were outside the main campus and walking toward the main grassy area..now that no one else is around; the boy that was holding onto me became more bold and wrap his hands and squeezing my chest even more..which i did not reject…he glanced at me..and said to other boys that were walking beside me..she likes it..soon we made our way below the bleaches a more remote from the field. The boys earlier today in the bathroom was there.. And the older boy i think he was 17 or so..i then said; well i kept my promise i am here..then the boys said; well take your top off now; i then for fearful slowly unbutton my top..they were all touching themselves..and they motioned for me to come..to them..they ask do you have a boyfriend i said no..i dont ..well you are going to be our girlfriend.. You understand..all of us; the boy that accompany me before; then approached me..cmon honey you are ours you hear.. You have to listen to everything we tell you.. I said ok.. the boys took turn groping and fondled me..the older boy then taught me how to kiss them. They all took turn kissing me… Drew the captain of the football team who later drove me home..was happy how I learned to kiss so well.. he said to stick my tongue in their mouth and suck on their tongue..then they want to see me naked… I was embarrassed they took pictures of my body and said if you ever turn us in or turn us down or not agree to be with any of us these pictures will be posted online.. I was scared and agree to everything they said..it was getting late. Drew then said let me take you home. Put on your clothes. He took me home Then that day i became the school’s slut; my parents never found out til this day; i only have my diary that i share with and now all of you.
spicyvickiee 
definitely a interesting post wondering if there will be more to this
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