thought of the day..

Random thoughts of the day –

I as awoken by a noise in the back yard.. I took a glance at my phone..it’s 3:30 am..i have a backyard cat; so it must be that.. but since I’m awake..and feel the urge to pee.. my bladder was full when I went to bed..been drinking last evening..so I got out of bed..its been especially cold..so I stepped out of bed..andwent to the bathroom..i was in my undies.. and tees..

Then I heard that noise again..not sure what…I peeked out of the bedroom window..i really didn’t see anything..so I went into the bathroom; pulled my undies down and sat down to pee..it feels good to empty my bladder..i don’t know how I could sleep through that..it seem like the pee stream for at least a minute..i then wipe myself and thought to myself..i’m thirsty and my mouth is dried..need to drink something..at that momentI was thinking I think I couldn’t sleep through the night..because I did not go out; I was at home by myself..sure I miss friends and people..

Suddenly I realized I didn’t satisfy my craving last night…I craved social interactions and people touching me..feeling men touching me..i missed that..sometimes I try provide access to men..i love men wanted to touch me..hold me..squeeze me..but I didn’t have time to go out..i had school assignment and had a deadline..so I had to stay in to complete it..

Its probably not normal..but I’ve always been like this..touching myself is not as fun as having someone touch me..thats why I don’t normally masturbate myself..it doesn’t work for me..

After taking a small glass of water in the kitchen; I went back to my bed..and climbed into the covers..since its still early..not sure if I can go back to bed… slipped inside the cover..and start imagining things around my head..i was wondering is there anyone out there that’d want to fuck me right now..it’d be so great..

Pretty soon I dozed off..