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free to use

type of CNC; i was out with some friends.. hung out pretty much all day..drank from bar to bar; eventually we got tired of the bar scene so got some booze and thought of hanging out at the local park..at this point we’ve been drinking and smoking all day…the group started out with a half a dozen friends; as the night came down; people are starting to go on their way home;soon there were only 3-4 friends left..and 1 of them Drew started a conversation somehow we started talking about CNC…and that got the interests of a few including me..at this point i already knew what it is and what it entails; so i thought..i’d like to learn more if there are more aspects to the kink CNC..

to ensure everyone know what CNC-side note; CNC – the C stands for consensual and NC- stands for non consensual is a situation where you give consent to whatever happened; the non consent part if protected by a safe word..which means you dont really give consent but then if it turns you on..would let it go.. if it’s something that you dont want then you can use the safe word then the entire situation is stopped. kind of like no; and it had to be respected; thats the rule of engagement; of course there is a fine line of how this play out. anyways thats how i understood what CNC is..

Drew then looked over to me..and went on about what free use is..a variation of CNC but once agreed; you are free use to whomever is involved and as the CNC evolves it takes on different animal. thats sound interesting Drew..the other 3 guys also said game;

fast forward; the guys took me to a house party in town..and the scenario is that were not supposed to know each other; and showed up in separate group; and im supposed to show up as the hired Go-go Dancer- someone ordered for the party. the guys arrived later.. the agreement was that i am free to use…and the safe word was not No..that would be too obvious. the safe word is FREE TO USE.

so i knock on the door in a skimpy semi rib tees with high heels; some guys open the door; i smiled..may i come in? im vickie your go go girl for the night…the guys said of course girl come on in.. guys im a go go dancer; so i will dance for you…in the middle of the room they cleared the table; and put me up on the table..i had a sign on top.. “FREE TO USE” was the game to see what people do..so the music came on and i started to dance..a guy drag me down to him and said give me a lap dance ..so i started grinding my ass onto him..pretty soon i was giving lap dances to all the guys..1 guy came and brought me a drink..then i heard the door bell this is when my friends Drew and other guys came in..crashing the party.. at this point. i was taking a rest..chatting with another guy..he was holding me..and talking up..and asked for my number..at this point Drew came by..and introduce himself as if we didnt know each other..Drew says: so youre free to use? i smiled at him and didnt say anything..but nodded yes i am FTU.

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Light Out

i’ve never gotten high and dont really do drugs; but on a few occasions; i swear i think im high; have you ever drank enough shit that it got you high ; sometimes a little buzz is better than fucken drunk; i dont drink til the point im going to puke or anything; i dont think i ever have. i feel that i could stop and not drink that much;..but then there are times that i’d want to be so wasted that i dont know what’s going on.. i want to be able to feel that; numb everything and lose all inhibition; have you ever thought of that;

anyhow there was this one time after i got done with finals at school ; as i was gearing to get my stuff and head home for christmas..i was in my dorm; most people already cleared out and head for home. i was about to leave as well; and almost done packing then i heard some footsteps from down the hall; the litted hallway suddently went dark; maybe the building just lost power?; the afternoon light from the window now only had dim light in the room; so i guess i need to get out of here soon; but i’m not finishing packing; i went out to the hallway; but it was already dark; trying to see if there’s a light switch; as i was moving down the hallway; suddenly i can feel someone breathing on the back of my neck. i turn around; but didnt see anyone. as i continue to move down the hall; then i found a light switch; but apparently power was out; i knew i had to get out of here very soon; as i turned the corner; a pair of hands reach out to my shoulder; that startled me;i look up..hello..? whos that? i found out it was the security guard; Mister Bob; oh im glad its you Mister Bob; what happen to the lights? he said i dont know missy; are you ok? why are you still here? i was packing and it all got dark; Mister Bob then says who’s here with you? i said im by myself; i was busy packing to go home and forgot the time…Mister Bob then took my hands and said follow me missy…so i went with Mister Bob; it was dark i couldnt see anything; so i grabbed onto Mister Bob. Mister Bob as if he knew that i was scared so he put his arms around my waist.. and led me down the hall..then i started noticing his hands moved downward to my ass..i was  too scared and didnt pay attention; Mister Bob then said; hold on tight Missy; dont get lost..Mister Bob then stopped;  and put out a joint to light up; Missy you need to smoke this; it will relaxed you; youre too tense..i think he has a point; so i took a couple drag; and i think that did the trick; i got relaxed; but then i felt dizzy though..after a few minutes; Mister Bob continued down the hallway; its as if we were going in circles or i felt that we were going in circles..or maybe a little dizzy; Mister Bob; then stopped  noticing that I was dizzy; are you ok Missy..he then took me into a room nearby; let me go in here and rest; til I can figure out how to turn the light on? I said ok Mister Bob; it was a counselor room had a  bed and couch; mister Bob sat me down.. I was a little dizzy maybe from the smoke; Mister Bob then got me a glass of water..the water looked a bit cloudy..but I was too wasted; I think im a little high; Mister Bob ask are you high yet? I said I think so…Mister Bob then hand me the glass of water; drink this; you’d feel better.. at that moment a couple other guys came in.. also security guards..they ask Mister Bob did you give it to her yet? Mister Bob said yes..3 other security guards then I saw them closed the door behind them; Mister Bob ask me what’s my name? Missy whats your name? why would he ask me that; as I attempted to answer; the words couldn’t come out of my mouth; did I forgot my name ? I didn’t answer..Mister Bob says; well your name is Whore you hear? Whore? Weird name ok..i guess that’s my name..so other security guards name is Drew, Kit and John…Drew then said hey Whore..i turned around. You will do as you told you hear? In confusion; I said yes sir. Last thing I remembered was Mister Bob unzipped himself and put his cock in my mouth…I just instinctively suck on his cock..Mister Bob said good girl whore..suck it like your life depends on it..were going to make you have black babies in 9 months..the group then laughed…who’s the dad is anybody’s guess..as I was sucking Mister Bob huge cock; Drew took out a marker pen and wrote the word WHORE across my chest.. btw whore that doesn’t erase! Hahaha; the group laughed; I had no idea what he was saying.. Mister Bob cock was now swollen so much filled up my mouth…I slide my mouth down his shaft and deep throat his cock; I think he was satisfied; Mister Bob grabbed my throat and gave a gentle squeeze; I almost gasped out of breath..Drew yelled; hey don’t kill her; its my turn next… Mister Bob laughed; we each get a hole; I fucked her mouth you can fuck her ass and all of us fuck her pussy again..how’s that? Mister Bob says I always liked her ass.. I was thinking how did they know I have a big ass.. thinking of being fuck in the ass  gave me goose bump; only tried it once and it was quite painful.. Mister Bob climaxed and finally ccame…his cum was oozing out of my mouth..he then pull out his cock and sprayed the remain of his cum on my face… Drew then pulled me to his side and started sucking my tits; I have a 34 B cup so because I have a small frame; it does appear that its bigger..as Mister Bob mentioned; her tits are so good right Drew…I can suck that all day..Drew then started eating my pussy…I was already wet..and that felt good; being eaten…I moaned so much.. Drew then slide his huge cock into my mouth;; wow 2 cocks in 1 day.. I don’t deserve this;..i was thinking to myself…so I started sucking it again..while the other 2 guards was getting their cocks ready; tapping their cock on my face.. all the while Drew had me suck his cock..Drew says Whore you nasty whore; you love cock don’t you…I said yes sir; I do love sucking cocks..

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first time getting high

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it was a christmas party at work; due to the pandemic ;we had to keep the party small and more intimate; i was invited to one of the co-worker place; we were not that close at work; i sometime see him around; but never really interacted with Mark; thats his name. Mark approached me one day in the breakroom; hey Vickie; what are you doing this weekend. i glanced up and saw Mark checking me out; i was wearing a tight nit blouse with skinny jeans; i smiled; and said nothing planned yet; Mark said we are getting a few folks from other departments at my place for a christmas party; hope you can join us. would you be free? i said sure i’ll be free; he then handed an invitation and we exchange phone numbers.

i really didnt see him much the next few days; then i started noticing other people at work were giving me looks and glancing at me a little different. but i didnt really pay attention;

then the day of the party came..not sure how to dress. i texted Mark. see you guys tonight; how should i be dressed for your party? is it formal or casual; he then says whatever you want; you’re always very sexy; so just dress how you would normally would dress. Sexy? i didnt know i was known to be sexy; no one made that comment before? i replied; will do Mark. see you then..

i was at home getting ready;the invitations says 8:30 pm so i was taking my time..suddenly at 5 pm; someone was at my door ringing my door;

i opened the door it was Mark and 3 other guys..i was surprised; Hey Mark; what are you doing here..Mark who was already drinking i can smell booze under his breath; pushes his way in ..stumbling over his feet and fell onto me. Mark are you ok?the other guys whose name were Kit, Dell and Steve also came through; i was just in my tees and shorts so definitely not dressed for receiving company.

Mark then came to..Vickie; i thought we – preparty before the real party and drive you over the party. but thought you’d want to party first. i was surprise; and smiled; sure thing Mark make you guys at home. Mark then pull me to his side and sat me down on his lap; he pulled out some pills and smokes from his pocket; and he asks you got beer here? i said yes; let me go get some. meanwhile the other guys went to the kitchen and grabbled drinks already;

Vickie wanna play a game? i said sure;- he whisper in my ear; during this game its going to be fun. if you want to stop just say the word “water” i didnt understand. its a secret word once you say it the game stops; i go ok…what game are we playing..Kit handed me a beer and ask Mark did the game started yet? Mark says hold on let her sip that beer; Kit pull me over onto his lap.

Mark lit up the smoke and took a long drag and slammed me to the ground; and said opened your mouth..he then shoved the smoke in my face so i had to smoke it; he yelled just take couple deep breaths. i said i dont know how to smoke. i started coughing . he then said; dont waste my fucking smokes bitch..i was surpised by his tone but wasnt scared.. so i took a few more drags..pretty soon i felt really buzzed as if i was drinking; felt as if was floating..suddenly feeling euphoric..all loose…really good;.. never felt like this before.. Is this how being stoned from marijuana; this is great..everything appear so nice and pleasant ..and does it make you especially horny? Because right now I just want to fuck..i yell out to Mark and his friends..”fuck me!..im your whore..Mark and his friends started to rip my clothes off..Vickie you are such a sexy whore..you’re asking for it;; so we will obliged..the guys start to suck my tits…Mark then pulled his cock and dangle it in my face..and he point the tip on my face..i can smell his cock..he’s already dripping his precum..i open my mouth and use my tongue to touch and lick his cock…i knew he wanted to open my mouth..he is 9-10 inches and thick; when he standing his cock almost touch the floor; it is so long and so big..im already visualising sucking his cock..as i started to suck his head..his friends at this point also pull out their cocks and put in my face..so i was taking turns sucking 3 cocks ..i couldnt stopped…Mark then slap my face..right and left..suck our cocks bitch! the harder he slap….the hotter i got..! pretty much they were all erected..Mark then slap me again..we are going to abuse your holes all at the same time..and thats what they did..i was on my side..taking all 3 cocks at the same time…not sure how long time went by…but when i came to…i was still on the floor…naked..still stoned the rabid session…