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type of CNC; i was out with some friends.. hung out pretty much all day..drank from bar to bar; eventually we got tired of the bar scene so got some booze and thought of hanging out at the local park..at this point we’ve been drinking and smoking all day…the group started out with a half a dozen friends; as the night came down; people are starting to go on their way home;soon there were only 3-4 friends left..and 1 of them Drew started a conversation somehow we started talking about CNC…and that got the interests of a few including me..at this point i already knew what it is and what it entails; so i thought..i’d like to learn more if there are more aspects to the kink CNC..

to ensure everyone know what CNC-side note; CNC – the C stands for consensual and NC- stands for non consensual is a situation where you give consent to whatever happened; the non consent part if protected by a safe word..which means you dont really give consent but then if it turns you on..would let it go.. if it’s something that you dont want then you can use the safe word then the entire situation is stopped. kind of like no; and it had to be respected; thats the rule of engagement; of course there is a fine line of how this play out. anyways thats how i understood what CNC is..

Drew then looked over to me..and went on about what free use is..a variation of CNC but once agreed; you are free use to whomever is involved and as the CNC evolves it takes on different animal. thats sound interesting Drew..the other 3 guys also said game;

fast forward; the guys took me to a house party in town..and the scenario is that were not supposed to know each other; and showed up in separate group; and im supposed to show up as the hired Go-go Dancer- someone ordered for the party. the guys arrived later.. the agreement was that i am free to use…and the safe word was not No..that would be too obvious. the safe word is FREE TO USE.

so i knock on the door in a skimpy semi rib tees with high heels; some guys open the door; i smiled..may i come in? im vickie your go go girl for the night…the guys said of course girl come on in.. guys im a go go dancer; so i will dance for you…in the middle of the room they cleared the table; and put me up on the table..i had a sign on top.. “FREE TO USE” was the game to see what people do..so the music came on and i started to dance..a guy drag me down to him and said give me a lap dance ..so i started grinding my ass onto him..pretty soon i was giving lap dances to all the guys..1 guy came and brought me a drink..then i heard the door bell this is when my friends Drew and other guys came in..crashing the party.. at this point. i was taking a rest..chatting with another guy..he was holding me..and talking up..and asked for my number..at this point Drew came by..and introduce himself as if we didnt know each other..Drew says: so youre free to use? i smiled at him and didnt say anything..but nodded yes i am FTU.

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I’ve been asked many times in various ways; but how did i came to know to be submissive.. or when did i find out.. or how can someone start? thinking back it all started when i started to wear a choker more of as a fashion statement..i think it look nice on me..and i like the feeling of the wrap around my throat; it felt warm and comfortable..but then from time to time..i would get proposal from different people guys and girls alike..about whether i am into the lifestyle..i didnt understand at first..but then there was one time i was out with friends and we all had a few drinks..and thought to stop into another bar before headed home..inside the club was very dark and it was smoke filled everywhere..we couldnt really see around..we almost decide to leave..then someone grabbed my hand..and pulled me back into the bar..and seem to rush me..into the bar..the music was blasting loud and you could hardly hear anything; i couldnt even hear myself..my friends who already left and probably didnt see me going back into the bar.. probably figured i left home..so now i am without my ride and drag back into the bar.. then the person that pulled me came into view; he was a long hair with a cloak over his shoulder; kind of creepy if you ask me at the time..he then motion me to come closer..because of the loud music.. Where is your master? my master? i did not understand him..he then said arent’t you owned? i said im sorry sir i dont understand.. he pointed to my choke collar and repeat his question..arent you owned? i still did not understand..he further explain only slaves with collar are owned. apparently he thought i was into the lifestyle.. this is the part when i found out of this lifestyle.. he then bent down to my level…i was actually i still am very short for a girl..i am only 4ft 11..he bent down and kiss gently on my cheek.. and said..to me…i can teach you and show you this lifestyle.. would you like that.. i said yes sir..he was happy with my answer..i am going to give you a trial lesson to see if you are ready for this lifestyle..tonight we will just have fun..and the lessons start later..just know everything i tell you ; you must obey.. the very first lesson you must learn is you are an inferior being and needed protection and the men in this world as I will protect you only if you show respect; and respect is when you obey..i answered yes i understand.. he then ordered some drinks and we started to have fun drinks….he was very generous.. not only to me but to other people around me..he was in his 40s i believe..when we dance he dances very close and pull me close..i like that he held me very close..(he then whisper in my ear- you may dance with whomever ask you as long as you ask my permission; he then motion for me to have a good time..and allowed me to dance with other men on dance floor..he did not dance with anyone else. he allow other men to enjoy me..so i dance and drank and had a good time..

this was my first experience of this lifestyle..

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when is it consensual and when is it not? some may think there’s a fine line and some may think it is clear cut.. in the realm real life however these 2 things may not as clear hence the game of CNC- it is a game within a game..yes some may say it is dangerous but at the same time; it is exciting; many of my fantasies and i have numerous.. originated from real life experiences. there’s a game called Consensual non Consent; i didnt know what that was; until a guy said him and his buddies had this idea and thought it might be interesting; the way it worked is the game would be acted out based on a safe word; i

t is like a game within a game..the game was set up by a friend..but he monitors the game like an umpire; the others involved in the game dont know the other people involved..the only person i knew was my friend Bob…so bob told me to go at a specific location and how to dress..most of the time very skimpy clothing; sometimes the game can take on its own personality; because people not involved in the game may inadvertently participate; so the consenting part is that i agree to take part…the nonconsensual part is not knowing whats going to happen..but that’s why its interesting..and i was intrigue by it..

the only detail i was given i was told to be at a local bar and i had to be ontime..so i got dressed and came after work; i had a white mini knitted dress with high heels the instructions was to show up at the bar and start drinking and thats when the game starts..; a guy came up behind me and tapped my shoulder; hey miss; what’s your name..im Ben ( so i was thinking is the guy part of the game..but you really dont know..if he’s a real guy or part of the game..thats why this game is fun and exciting) you’re really pretty Ben says; can i buy you a drink; i said sure thing; this was pre-covid so i figured it was fine; i am in a bar setting; so Ben ask whats your pleasure? i said whatever youre having is fine with me. Ben was having whiskey on the rocks; Ben then said what if i told you that i’m really turn on…i smile..aww thanks..ben..Ben as if he was afraid that i didnt believe him; he says really? he took my hand..to touch his bulge..i was a little taken aback; he was all swollen..i smiled wow youre really serious..that was fast….he then glanced down my tops; and says not only me but my buddies too; guys would want to do alot to you huh? ..i smile; aww thats sweet Ben.. after a couple more drinks; looks like he’s really generous throwing cash to the bartender and says keep it coming; especially for this little lady..after a couple drinks; Ben figured i was a bit loose because i did not resist his advances..as he held me tight. there were other guys around the bar kind of giving me the look; i just smiled; not sure if they are part of the game because you dont know..he then held me closer with his arms wrapping my entire body to his..i was pretty buzzed; and went with it..suddenly i felt another pair of hands touching my ass but it wasn’t Ben’s; i turned around and there was a couple other guys smiling..they ask Ben..hey can we share her? Ben sure but you guys need to take care of drinks next round..…i was wearing a tight mini knitted dress on .in my haste i decided not to wear my bras just went all natural i think Ben liked it and other guys were staring too;..i like the staring. and didnt want to restrict my twins too much; i think that got some attraction..

i guess this is the part of the game that i used the secret word..but suddenly now i cant remember… what is it…

pretty soon there were a big crowd of guys around all buying drinks ; it was alot of fun.that night flirt with alot of guys…i dont like guys fighting over me..i think we can all get along; Ben was also had a good time..i think..he had his hand in my undies.. and said hey guys lets have her take her undie off..everyone in the crowd liked that idea..i felt a little pressure.. but Ben was already playing with my pussy.. and i like the attention; and you got to give the men what they want.. i didnt want to get in trouble; not sure where the game will take next..i said yes.. Ben took off my undies; and he passed it around; guys were smelling my soiled undies..wow.. guys really like that stuff..now without undies im pretty much naked..in a crowd room of men.. i like this feeling;; i can fuck all of them i was thinking to myself.. all these cocks for me to have? anyhow;; a guy came up to me..and said you are awsome Vickie; willing to entertain us; i said sure…Ben then said; do you notice there’s not even 1 female here; youre it..how does that make you feel; i said its awsome.. anyways the surprise is they are all here to see a show..a show i said? suddenly a big husky black guy came from behind the back he is probably 250-300 pounds.. Ben this is Butch… was just release from prison and he hasngt been with a women in 5 years.. guess what? i was still in shock.. we are going to let him fuck you… and we will video stream live this…what do you think? i did not know what to say…

Butch this is your lucky day..this missy is Vickie is your present from all of us…Butch then came toward me.. Bitch you cannot run.. Ben and a couple other guys then tied me down ..

Butch then spread my legs and starting eating my pussy…i think i died and went to heaven..he ate so ferocious..i think i almost came..everyone was watching.. i/ve never done anything like this before.. but i always like to perform in public like this..