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Wasted

i’ve never gotten high and dont really do drugs; but on a few occasions; i swear i think im high; have you ever drank enough shit that it got you high ; sometimes a little buzz is better than fucken drunk; i dont drink til the point im going to puke or anything; i dont think i ever have. i feel that i could stop and not drink that much;..but then there are times that i’d want to be so wasted that i dont know what’s going on.. i want to be able to feel that; numb everything and lose all inhibition; have you ever thought of that;
anyhow there was this one time after i got done with finals at school ; as i was gearing to get my stuff and head home for christmas..i was in my dorm; most people already cleared out and head for home. i was about to leave as well; and almost done packing then i heard some footsteps from down the hall; the litted hallway suddently went dark; maybe the building just lost power?; the afternoon light from the window now only had dim light in the room; so i guess i need to get out of here soon; but i’m not finishing packing; i went out to the hallway; but it was already dark; trying to see if there’s a light switch; as i was moving down the hallway; suddenly i can feel someone breathing on the back of my neck. i turn around; but didnt see anyone. as i continue to move down the hall; then i found a light switch; but apparently power was out; i knew i had to get out of here very soon; as i turned the corner; a pair of hands reach out to my shoulder; that startled me;i look up..hello..? whos that? i found out it was the security guard; Mister Bob; oh im glad its you Mister Bob; what happen to the lights? he said i dont know missy; are you ok? why are you still here? i was packing and it all got dark; Mister Bob then says who’s here with you? i said im by myself; i was busy packing to go home and forgot the time…Mister Bob then took my hands and said follow me missy…so i went with Mister Bob; it was dark i couldnt see anything; so i grabbed onto Mister Bob. Mister Bob as if he knew that i was scared so he put his arms around my waist.. and led me down the hall..then i started noticing his hands moved downward to my ass..i was too scared and didnt pay attention; Mister Bob then said; hold on tight Missy; dont get lost..Mister Bob then stopped; and put out a joint to light up; Missy you need to smoke this; it will relaxed you; youre too tense..i think he has a point; so i took a couple drag; and i think that did the trick; i got relaxed; but then i felt dizzy though..after a few minutes; Mister Bob continued down the hallway; its as if we were going in circles or i felt that we were going in circles..so Mister Bob lied me down…then he grabbed me..and start kissing me and squeezing my tits; i go Mister Bob what areyou doing? but he wouldnt stop and I didn’t and kept kissing me..at this point suddenly i didn’t have any energy…he tore my top he started to suck my tits..strangely i got excited now and started to moan..he started kissing my neck and kissing my lips; not sure why i started kissing him back..he felt that i was responding; so he was happy..bitch you are so sexy..for the longest time i wanted to fuck you really bad..but you never even pay attention to me..bitch i am going to fuck you good. Mister Bob then unzip himself and pull out his cock; wow he is huge..i love big cocks too..i guess this is happening..i grabbed his cock and place in my mouth and start to suck on him. sliding down his shaft. it appears he enjoys it..Bitch suck it baby…as if he is close..he pull it out of my mouth…i wasnt quite done yet.. 🙂 he then shove his cock into my pussy..i moan with each thrust.. I hope he pull out; but guys never do…goes on for at least 10 minutes but hes still going…then he finally came..i can feel his cum spray inside me…he didnt pull out… Bitch youre going to have a black baby next year…!

Present from Mister Bob
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a little about me…

just a few facts about me…yes my real name is vickiee; i was born victoria c. lee; but i am known to the rest of the world as vickiee lee; i was born in 1995 in cambodia; my mom and dad emigrated to canada and we lived there a few years in Toronto; until we relocated to Los Angeles to join my uncle who was already there.

I also have 3 older brothers and none of them are like me. Maybe I was adopted? Anyhow I don’t know when my sexual curiosity started but I think I was pretty young age; because I was developed physically early. I remembered I had my first period around 10 I think.. My tits started to develop around then I think. I remember around that age I was in a public beach and was messing around with friends and when a boy was swimming towards me playing catch he inadvertently touched my tits and I felt something weird. I think the boy looked at me differently then..but then that’s another story. But on that day.. boys were curious as I was..

so i guess i’m a california girl until most recently moved to houston and i am currently attending college here in Houston.

those are some of my family facts growing up!

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Morning Run..

Morning run

my clock alarm went off; i glanced at it; grudgingly awoken me up from my deep sleep; i didnt really have a good night sleep. it appears i went in and out of dream state all night. its time for my morning jog..i religiously do this every morning; the morning jog refresh my mind and body and energize. it also keeps me fit and healthy.. this morning however, my alarm clock was early; not sure what happened. its 4:20 am but i decided since im up i should get my jog in early to start the day…

I then slip into my shorts and for some reason I couldn’t find my sport bra I usually wear..didnt want to be late; I forgo that and just put on my hoodie sweat..grabbed my phone and head out the door..its still dark and chilly..i love the morning chill and the coldness of the morning woke me even more..i lived in an upstair apartment and so I climbed down the stairs; didn’t want to wake up the neighbors.. as I walked down the steel stairs..i glanced across the street; some street vendor is out already selling morning breakfast food from a food truck..i thought wow they’re out early today..i usually don’t see them until 6-7 am or so..anyhow..i started my stretch routine…as I bent down and stretch my hind legs..i was wearing shorts..thinking in this morning chill should have put on long sweats.. but It tend to get tangle as I run ..so I usually like to wear my shorts..I figure it will warm up as I run…I usually run about 30 minutes around the block then down the street to the local high school where I would use their lap..i then started a slow jog..as I approach the food truck a hooded guy stocky looking..yelled out. Miss..i turned around he then grabbed my arm..where you going miss.? I stopped took my airpods out of my ear..and look up..through the darkness I can make out he was staring at me..and look down at my legs.. I then asked yes? He then..reach out to my waist..and wrap his hands around my abs…& squeeze my breasts and pulled me closer to him..i tried to struggle to get from his grip..but he was strong.. his hands is huge then he put his hands over my mouth and then put me over his shoulder. He then ran down the alleyway and entered what seemed to be an abandoned warehouse in the back of the building with me bumping on his shoulder..pretty soon we were inside ..everything was dark; he then through me on the cement floor; I did not try to run or resist..i was afraid he may hurt me..without saying a word..he unzip himself..and pull out his cock.. and dangle his cock in front of my face; it must have been at least 8-9 inches and thick; I instinctively kissed its head.softly .and opened my lips and suck its head softly at first.. he then grunted but didn’t say a word..he then motioned to me to slide down his cock..i understood..his cock was so big it was hard for me to open my mouth wide enough to wrap around his cock..he uses his hand and pushed my head down..as if he wanted to shove it down to my throat…I did not resist..so he continue to shove his cock deep into my throat..and I can start to feel the massive cock expanding my throat..i can sense …he finally pull out so I can gasp some hair..and looked up..he still has his hoodies covering much of his face..but I can tell that he is like an animal in heat and I didn’t dare resist him..he then motioned me to lie down and open up my legs..i did just that..at this point he already ripped my undies to shreds..he took his massive cock now and placed at my pussy; but has not inserted in yet..not sure what he’s waiting for..at this point I can sense that my pussy is pulsating..i took his hand and motioned to insert it.. he then push me down..and inserted gently..even so I was in pain from my pussy being stretched so much from his massive cock..i murmured..in pain..he then slap my face..now he utters..” Bitch me fuck you” the slap to my face woke me up but then I started to feel aroused even in the face of danger..he then push his cock further in..and continue to slide in and out…we were at it at least a couple hours..i was exhausted..i can finally sense he came inside me..as I hear him groan..he had so much semen it seeped outside my pussy.. as if satisfied..he motioned me to kneel down….then he point to his cock for me suck him again..i dare not disobey..i opened my mouth and starting to suck his cock again..suddently I can taste his cum again..the taste of cum got me excited and aroused. His cum continue to flow in my mouth..he then slap me hard twice more..and he grunted “SUCK” so I continue to suck his cock harder and harder and sliding his cock in and out of my mouth..his cum continue flow..i was amazed of how much cum is coming out..but his cock is still erected.. he then flip me over and motioned me to be on all fours.. he then opened up my hind legs.. and he proceeded and placing his tongue to my asshole..i almost gasp and was shivering and shaking…. I started to squirt…I;ve never squirted this much before… he then proceeded to position him in such a way to insert is cock into my ass..and now fucking me in my ass..no matter how much I screamed he continue to slide his cock into my ass and at the same time play finger my pussy..i was so exhausted..at this point..and not sure when but I passed out…

When I came to..the sun was high perhaps around noon; I was still in the abandoned warehouse.. the man that grabbed me during my early morning jog is nowhere to be found..next to me was a fresh change of clothing.. the mystery man was gone.. am I going to ever going to see him again? I gathered my clothing or whats left of it..and put on the change of clothing that was left for me and walked out of the warehouse. Car driving by…traffic was bustling.. back and forth; no one had any idea what had happened to me..

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Dating Etiquette.

often on dates, the guy and the girl tries to feel out each other; the guy want to see how “ez” the girl is by casually touching her hair, her shoulder, her hands etc…if this doesnt prove successful or if she is resistant to his efforts often the guy will put this girl in the category ” not ez” i am not in this category. i guess it has to depend on the mood of the evening or the situation; i often will allow my date all of the above touching my hair or shoulder; I often would put him at ease by leaning towards him allowing him to put his arms & hands usually on my waist. this is often called the pre-date conversation etc.. where i would engage in small talk which is fun sometimes and interesting. but when i am flexible with the casual touching; it gets intimate fast; what this means is casual kissing with some tongue action or the guy may casually touch the side of my breast & apologize..i would put him at ease by allowing him to touch my thighs ; most of the guys would put me in the category as “EZ” and often they share that with their friends so that if their friends go out on a date with me; they will not waste alot of the time for the pre-date convo; which is ok with me. more time for the fun things.
Also it depends on how the girl is dressed on the date; if she dresses conservatively then chances are the guy knows that she’s probably won’t agree to his advances ; whereas if she dresses to have a good time for both then it surely increases his chances. I usually opt for the latter show a bit skins & cleavage “ for easy access “ :); also I like a guy that knows what he wants and beat around the bush about it..dont be polite and don’t try to be “politically correct”; If a guy look at me and want grab, squeeze and spank my ass..i try to give out signs and signals..how would you let a girl know that you want them and want them bad..? I often will bite my lips play with my hair..hopefully he gets the signal..

guys don’t wait until the end of the night on a first date to kiss her..if you know you like her from first look tell her that so..dont waste the entire evening on casual conversation; don’t try too hard; just be yourself..i often see guys try to be polite and shows interest..if you have that genuine interest then fine..if you’re just trying to fuck her then just find out early..im sure she want to fuck you too; otherwise why would she waste her time on this date for a free meal? And nothing is free right guys??

I am very comfortable in my skin and will tell it like it is..if he wants to kiss me..i will kiss back..kissing is like a handshake to say hi..when youre on a date..i’ve seen some girls extend their hand for a handshake..omg..its not a business meeting..

You can give at least give a gentle kiss on the her cheek..on a kiss on the lips..softly..which is cordial..i usually let the guy make the first move..on kissing or touching..im ok with a soft kiss or even a deep kiss I will kiss back..a deep kiss  can lead further pretty quickly depends..ive been on dates when we haven’t even left the front door..he would show up at my front door..at first sight of me..especially if im dress in a sexy outfit..he would comment : “Bitch look at you..youre fine..” I smiled oh well thank you..this is all for you..then if he move in with a gentle kiss and he sense that you’re into the kiss..he will challenge with a deeper kiss; and if I respond with the deep kiss then its all over.. he would carry me back inside the house..one time I was home with my parents..and he did that..i didn’t have enough time to stop him..we were on the couch..then my dad walked out..i almost died..

Dad didn’t know his daughter is a slut..of course after that time I would never meet my date at home..i would meet my date at his place or in a public place area..I got the scolding from my parents after that..so you see I grew up in a very conservative traditional family; I am the only child so upbringing was closely monitored..i guess that’s why I at a very early age started to experiment with my body with boys and never turned my back..although I love my parents a great deal ;buti  cannot live up to their standards I hope one day they will understand..and to this day they don’t know that I have this lifestyle..

I guess my facial expression, lips and body often gives away how I really am.. often neighbors tend to know..i remember growing up; I often baby sit for our neighbors and mow their lawn or run errands for them….but that’s for another story I will tell..

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I’ve been asked many times in various ways; but how did i came to know to be submissive.. or when did i find out.. or how can someone start? thinking back it all started when i started to wear a choker more of as a fashion statement..i think it look nice on me..and i like the feeling of the wrap around my throat; it felt warm and comfortable..but then from time to time..i would get proposal from different people guys and girls alike..about whether i am into the lifestyle..i didnt understand at first..but then there was one time i was out with friends and we all had a few drinks..and thought to stop into another bar before headed home..inside the club was very dark and it was smoke filled everywhere..we couldnt really see around..we almost decide to leave..then someone grabbed my hand..and pulled me back into the bar..and seem to rush me..into the bar..the music was blasting loud and you could hardly hear anything; i couldnt even hear myself..my friends who already left and probably didnt see me going back into the bar.. probably figured i left home..so now i am without my ride and drag back into the bar.. then the person that pulled me came into view; he was a long hair with a cloak over his shoulder; kind of creepy if you ask me at the time..he then motion me to come closer..because of the loud music.. Where is your master? my master? i did not understand him..he then said arent’t you owned? i said im sorry sir i dont understand.. he pointed to my choke collar and repeat his question..arent you owned? i still did not understand..he further explain only slaves with collar are owned. apparently he thought i was into the lifestyle.. this is the part when i found out of this lifestyle.. he then bent down to my level…i was actually i still am very short for a girl..i am only 4ft 11..he bent down and kiss gently on my cheek.. and said..to me…i can teach you and show you this lifestyle.. would you like that.. i said yes sir..he was happy with my answer..i am going to give you a trial lesson to see if you are ready for this lifestyle..tonight we will just have fun..and the lessons start later..just know everything i tell you ; you must obey.. the very first lesson you must learn is you are an inferior being and needed protection and the men in this world as I will protect you only if you show respect; and respect is when you obey..i answered yes i understand.. he then ordered some drinks and we started to have fun drinks….he was very generous.. not only to me but to other people around me..he was in his 40s i believe..when we dance he dances very close and pull me close..i like that he held me very close..(he then whisper in my ear- you may dance with whomever ask you as long as you ask my permission; he then motion for me to have a good time..and allowed me to dance with other men on dance floor..he did not dance with anyone else. he allow other men to enjoy me..so i dance and drank and had a good time..

this was my first experience of this lifestyle..

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